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  • Listening to: Children's War
  • Reading: Bleach
  • Watching: Attack on Titan (duh)
I just got home and was released from the hospital after like four days of being a prisoner. No it wasn't really like that I was just held under observation to make sure my shunt was working correctly.

And I have such a huge headache. They drilled into my head good alright but hey this means I won't have to take pain pills everyday anymore. The water is gone!

Oh and before I leave to go cry into my pillow, I'm bald :( they shaved all of my hair off to put the shunt in. Some people can pull off the bald look but I can't! I look like a fucking neo nazi...
  • Listening to: Children's War
  • Reading: Bleach
  • Watching: Attack on Titan (duh)
I haven't been able to draw very much and I'm sorry but that last drawing I did, Eren vs colossal titan, got over fifty favorites! It's impressive to me because the picture I took doesn't do it justice

Now the bad news...I was recently diagnosed with a brain disease, uh hydrocephalus I believe..anyways it's really severe and has been causing awful pain all over my body and really strong headaches. I was given these really high calibre pills to deal with it and they make the pain go away but they leave me knocked out. I have surgery coming up soon and hopefully it will take care of everything and after I've recovered I can get drawing again! 

Dont worry i probably wont die. I believe the ratio is 6 out of 10 die from leaving untreated and 9 out of 10 live after treatment so I'll be fine..I hope
  • Listening to: Children's War
  • Reading: Bleach
  • Watching: Attack on Titan (duh)
I've met the person I want to be with forever...he's so sweet, love all the same anime, is incredibly gorgeous, and just...perfect.

but there's one complication...

he's in a committed relationship right now. I mean I want him to be happy and as long as she keeps him happy I'm ok but part of me also wants them to separate but not in a bad way so me and him can date

it's awful I know but I can have my dreams and fantasies right? I've been through hell these past two years. I DESERVE to have a crush and be in love and have some happiness
  • Listening to: Children's War
  • Reading: Bleach
  • Watching: Attack on Titan (duh)
I've met the person I want to be with forever...he's so sweet, love all the same anime, is incredibly gorgeous, and just...perfect.

but there's one complication...

he's in a committed relationship right now. I mean I want him to be happy and as long as she keeps him happy I'm ok but part of me also wants them to separate but not in a bad way so me and him can date

it's awful I know but I can have my dreams and fantasies right? I've been through hell these past two years. I DESERVE to have a crush and be in love and have some happiness
  • Listening to: Children's War
  • Reading: Bleach
  • Watching: Attack on Titan (duh)
Helloooo my lovelies. I'm sorry there hasn't been much activity lately. J in a slump. I just don't know what to draw!! I have the motivation but after working on that Eren vs Colossal Titan piece for a long time, I'm different. I completely blew myself away and feel like I'm on a new level but now that I'm not his level I don't know what to do! 

If any of you wanna help me just tell me what I should draw. Please help me out! :)
  • Listening to: Children's War
  • Reading: Bleach
  • Watching: Attack on Titan (duh)
I've never seen a titan in the flesh

They cut their teeth in human beings

In the movies

And I'm not proud of my career

In a torn up wall

No troops are posted

But everyone is like 

Love the walls

They are god

Don't you dare touch them

Titans fake

Sina great

Leave the hole open

We don't care

Were tired of living in a cage

But all the MP like

Most die

Don't try

90% all dead

Limbs gone

Family torn

A titan ate my mom

We don't care 

We aren't caught up in your pity affair

And we'll never be titans (titans)

It don't run in our blood

Our dad didn't inject us with that serum

I guess we're doin this on our own

You can be my Eren (Eren)

You can call me Mikasa 

And baby I will I will I will I will

Baby I will always watch over you

My friends and I we've cracked the code

There are titans living in

All the walls

And every wallist already knew this

That dick pastor Nick

A traitor to mankind

But everyone is like 

Love the walls

They are god

Don't you dare touch them

Titans fake

Sina great

Leave the hole open

We don't care

Were tired of living in a cage

But all the MP like

Most die

Don't try

90% all dead

Limbs gone

Family torn

A titan ate my mom

We don't care 

We aren't caught up in your pity affair

And we'll never be titans (titans)

It don't run in our blood

Our dad didn't inject us with that serum

I guess we're doin this on our own

You can be my Eren (Eren)

You can call me Mikasa 

And baby I will I will I will I will

Baby I will always watch over you

Titan bigger than we ever dreamed

And he's in love with kickin things

I hope your taking care

We aren't caught up in your pity affair

And we'll never be titans (titans)

It don't run in our blood

Our dad didn't inject us with that serum

I guess we're doin this on our own

You can be my Eren (Eren)

You can call me Mikasa 

And baby I will I will I will I will

Baby I will always watch over you




So if you couldn't tell that was the song Royals by Lorde done to the theme of Shingeki no Kyojin :D think of the the singer of this song as someone in the Military Police defecting to join the Survey Corps

I actually out a lot of thought into this and am singing it aloud. Now if I could get a talented singer to sing this then I'll be really happy..


  • Listening to: Children's War
  • Reading: Bleach
  • Watching: Attack on Titan (duh)
If you're reading this you are probably watching me or found me through one of my drawings.

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!

Today was just dragging and I wasn't feeling confident in myself and just thought all my art SUCKED

And then I see that my Mikasa drawing had 15 favorites. Wow. Ok maybe people are just being nice and appreciating Mikasa

Then my Colossal Titan scratch art, I see, 42 FAVORITES!!!! Are you serious!?

I've NEVER gotten that many favs on a piece of artwork before on any of my stints on dA.

This cheered me up sooooo much. So if you were responsible or played a part in that, thank you. Now I'm gonna go draw.

I'm drawing Eren vs Colossal Titan and it's gonna be in color and it's the biggest and hardest drawing I've ever done.

Time to push back the limits I set on myself
  • Listening to: Children's War
  • Reading: Bleach
  • Watching: Attack on Titan (duh)
I'm soooooo sorry I haven't posted anything. School work is just taking over and when I'm not doing homework I just want to play Pokemon or something I don't have to think about.

As soon as things settle (fuck you chemistry and pre calc) I will be maki some art and uploading it. I already sketched a really cool SnK drawing. It's gonna be awesome.

I also have a piece of scratch art left but can't think of anything good to do with it, got any ideas?
  • Listening to: Radioactive
  • Reading: Naruto
  • Watching: One Piece
My Colossal Titan scratch art had only been posted for a few days and it already has twenty five favorites. That really cheered me up thank you!!

What should I draw next? Scratch art or traditional :)
  • Listening to: Radioactive
  • Reading: Naruto
  • Watching: One Piece
Ugh how long has it been? 

Anyways I'd like to say thank you to those who still watch me. You guys are very sweet for putting up with my crazy ass and my amateur art.

As for why I was gone, let's just say my was in shambles when I left. I was very unstable and a lot of problems originated from a past dA experience and in order to recover I just couldn't be reminded of it.

I'm a stronger person now. I can handle it. Life isn't too great but I'm still alive and if I were to kill myself all of those assholes would win. And that's just gonna happen.

I'll post some art as I finish it. Sadly my skills didn't improve while I was gone. Drawing can sometimes have a negative effect on me and it was imperative that I stay positive.

If you have any questions, anything at all, please ask away.

Also I got a Tumblr!! I only have 8 followers but I really love it!